More photos

From today, 'cause we had guests=) I wear my green wig today again=) And I of course take two photos to you. Also I pin up my bang with invisible hairpin. I very like this outfit. The dress from Kira Plastinina, which I bought last year, black leggins from Lithuania and gumshoes, which I bought nowdays=)I hope you had a great day, full of happiness=) And now, sleep well!

 ....And this is one photo from yesterday=)

Colorful plants

This is photo of orchid, about which I told in last post:) And photo of mandarin tree, which is full small mandarins. It's so nice to see this photos, when our city is all snowy, 'cause snow have been falling for two days constantly. But now, when is dark, lights illuminate the street, the snow still falling and I think that I am in the fairytale:) Sleep well!

Color day=)

Today I bought green wig for New Year=) It's so nice! I'll post some photos of me with it tomorrow. But I'll post another photos of this day in the next post, which I'll add 15 minutes later. I took a photo of blue(!) orchid. This type I firstly saw. Finally, my day was full of smiles=) Another VERY GOOD news is that Tarja Turunen(the first ex-soloist of Nightwish, she has a solo-career now) had given birth to her daughter. It happened two months ago, but it  out only today=) This a photo of Tarja and her daughter.

Some photos and some information

Hi! This is some photos before my recording. I didn't have time yesterday, 'cause I installed the great program to my PC - iTunes. Now, I don't have any Apple products, but this program is so nice to listen much music. And yesterday I downloaded all Sirenia albums=) And today I have one little thought to melody of my song. I believe it will be nice and you like it=) I think I be able to end all melody to Monday on the next week. But it is only plans. And I want to tell you about my wish to enter the linguistic lyceum next school year, but I think not be able to do it. I have to take an Russian, English exams and German... I know German very very bad. And if I want to enter the linguistic university on the faculty, which I choose, I'll take an Russian, Maths of course(these subjects are obligatory) and for supplementary I have to take English and History exams, on which I try to study some more. Now, sleep well dear! Enjoy your Wednesday!=) 

Happy=)

I with my mom order in Nightshop "Imaginaerum Tour Book". Waiting it^^ And I thought today about melody  of Candle fire... Maybe it will look like in Sirenia song "Lost In Life". I very like it this song!

 

And I record "Eva" cover. Enjoy!

Strange shoes:)

These shoes I saw yesterday in the shop. I have only one question. Why they have so many holes? But somebody can think differently and I don't want to injure them. Enjoy your Sunday! I'll post again later^^

New gumshoes:)

Bought them today. They are so nice=) Here is some photos of them. And I had very nice evening with Lesha. So much laughing with our mums, played Zuma. Do you know this game? It's so old... But I like it:) He was very nervous, when we were playing, so we also had much fun:) Sleep well now! I'll post very funny shoes, which I saw in shop;=)

Problems with internet

I can't 'stand why it happend, but I had it=(

This is I draw, when was waiting while some internet-pages had been loading.
And on this video Marco Hieatala sang the Lady Gaga song. Let's see, it's so fun=)

New my song

Nowadays I wrote my second song. It's very dark and about killing, being alone and die. It's stage, isn't it? Also yesterday I wrote the main theme of "Candle fire". If you don't know, this is my first song=)
And the "work" name of this song is - "Last Life's Seconds". This is small parties, which I can call - recollections. Maybe=) But on the last seconds all life"sweep pasing" before  eyes. Have a nice reading=)

Blood on my lips,
His corpse on the way.
Death everywhere, save yourself
Run from this satanic place.

Refrain:
Twilings lowered on the cemetery
The anty Death stroking you on shoulder
I raise my unseeing eyes to sky
To be a  part of dead world

I glancing indifferent to the clothers:
It's stained by blood. So be it.
It's all the same to me. Death makes me calm, but not for a long.
Tomorrow I will go to kill again

Refrain.

I am not a vampire, not a bloodsucker
I don’t like life, but all the same live
I forgot relative faces long ago
Now I'm alone. Forever.

Refrain.

Help me, kind wanderer
Heal, take with you
I want to come back to past
Where I wasn't alone
  

Refrain.

Now, I am dying
Blood is flowing down on my skin
But now it's mine
Tick-tack, the heart stops beating

Tired so much again

Sorry, I couldn't post yesterday... However now I not in better state=) Today I seeing professional live video from Nightwish with Floor Jansen. That was OMG, what's the hell..She is like prostitute! Abomination! Nightwish is noiselessly dying... And this is very very bad...
But I very happy about Anette! 9 days later she will have her first solo perform! She will perform on opening Helsingborg Areena with another famous Helsingborg famous borners=) Good luck, Anette! This is photo with her photo shot to this event=)And these photos I also like=)

Go to school tomorrow

 I studied geography for tomorrow  written test. I've already prepare for algebra written test, which also tomorrow. About my deleted post. I exactly will post it again. But not today:( I very tired now. Maybe two hours later I will already sleep. Ohhh, I am very nervous about tomorrow! Jenya told me that many thing had some chooses, when I was ill.... No, I go to sleep now, 'cause I very want to sleeeeep=) Sweet dreams to all of you!=) Have a nice day!
I record this Celine Dion cover for you=) Sorry, my throat  not very good today, but I trying=)

Photos

I told that I add some photos from park. Here is it=) That's hell that I accidentaly delete my post "Must do, but not want". Sorry! I'll try to add it again tomorrow:-) Now, sleep well! Oh, stop. I forgot to wish my friend Dasha get well! Don't be ill, dear, I am very nervous to you! Hugs=)

Wow!

60 views on Ficbook! On which I add my fanfics! It's the biggest number on all my history=)
Today                                          

•  9 - Through pain and humiliation....
•  2 - Phantom Of The Opera (Yes, I wrote it using Gary Moore "Phantom..." ;))
•  14 - Storm
•  1 - Life's tears
•  2 - Only emotions (  planning translate it to you. It's not Nigtwish  fanfic, it's my story=))
• 29 - Inquisition from heavens (I am writing it now=))
• 1 - Alise, the girl with strange past (This fanfic also not Nightwish, it is American McGee's Alice's)
• 2 - Save me, save me from myself ( My last drabble( sketch or short story))

Yesterday I decided...

 ...to went to Godmothers birthday party=)  It was very fun! I with my friend Olga, which also was there talked so much ours themes and adults talked theirs=) This is my outfit for yesterday party. Very simply but I like=)

And today I sing so much=) I sang "Ever dream", "Last Ride Of The Day" and "Eva". Also I draw this picture for my group vkontakte=)

 And I write much in official Nightwish fanclub in Russia - Nightcom=) Now I only newbie, but I think that some days I will be "maniac". He-he, it's only rank=) But the highest: fifth stars. Now I have only one.

Calm

Today I want to dance and of course sing=) My mood is excellent! Maybe I will watch one of old films or go for a walk.. I not sure=) We: I and mom, cleaned all our flat and now free. Mother will go to the my Godmothers birthday party next hour. So I can't go to it, 'cause I am ill.
But I'll be able to write my song or fanfic=) And this is great! Plans, plans, plans!=) I want to do something BIG and LIGHT! Ha-ha=) Now I and my parrot will see TV=) Have a nice weekend!=) I believe, that you aren't so lazy=)

Inscription=)

Took my black marker and write inscription on my hand=) Yes, I'm really love Anette Olzon=)

Go to write continue to my inquisition Nightwish fanfic=) Oh, have you seen the parties of Imaginaerum film?  It's so great! Anette the best^^ I don't like Floor Jansen, who acting take the place her. Imaginaerum songs aren't so good in her implementation... You can saw some of videos with her on Youtube. And more videos from Imaginaerum film premiere, before which was a concert=) Enjoy your evening!

Feeling myself awful

 'Cause I can't write music to my song. I DON'T LIKE ALL, THAT I HAVE WRITTEN YET. It depress me. I also feel myself bad because of illness. And I will go to doctors some days in this month and few days in next. I want to be free and healthy... Oh... I saw my photos from yesterday photo session. This is some, that I and my friend Dasha like=) 

Before I came to doctor,...

...I had gone for a walk in forest-park. It was very nice=) Leafy avenues, ponds, ducks..Mmm.. Maybe I would visit it again next week, if I had time=) Also, in the evening, I was visited by my friend Jenya. We arrange a photo session, on which I try to be in Alice in Wonderland likeness^^ I show you photos later=) And photos from my walk too=) Oh, we also playing cards. But not simple cards. 108! It was very fun=) 
I forgot to tell you, but video, that I send to Anette Olzon, she add in her blog! I'm very happy of it=)  I show this video to you in last post=) Have a nice evening and sleep well=)

Stay at home today and yesterday

Because I have been ill... Now I stay in bed and watching "Effigy". Really serious and difficult to understand film. I saw it first time, when I was in....5th class.. In that time I was victim of bullying of my classmates. This film repulse the modern situation on our society.. And it's very sad.
Anette Olzon said about bullying so many times and I agreed with her=) And today saw an another video about bullying. On it Chibi of The Birthday Massacre talks about it. 

My outfit for today=)

I will meet with my ex-literature teacher today, so I paint over my bruises under eyes. I have them, 'cause I go to bed SO LATE! Also I paint my nails to orange=)

I will go..

 .. to the cinema today with my friends=) We want to see "Subjugators waves". People says that it is very interesting film. And this is my outfit for today=)

Sorry...

..that I didn't post something for a few days. I was realy busy, 'cause I wrote artical about my school to competiton..Now I have to correct it and sent to the organizatos=)
Some days ago I got my list of progress=) In the end of term I won't get any three's! Yoppie! And yesterday I saw Sanctum. It is  really good film, but horrow=) I recommend you to look it=) This is trailer of it=)

Yes, I did it!

This is one of my first fanfics. It is Tarja thinks about her dissmission. Read=)

Needle

Needle, it hurt my skin time after time, leave only wounds on skin. No, I am not narcomaniac, if you think it. I don’t want to kill myself, no. And I don’t practise yoga. This is Chinese medicine. To looks good isn’t offence. I have to go to stage and sing. While my songs isn’t so good and voice start to get worse, it is necessary to looks beautiful. It’s strange, but I, who in the past was the queen of metal, go to sessions of Chinese medicine, so month ago I did plastic operation.  Life changes, cardinal change. If you not sing so good, you’ll have wonderful looks, that fans even if don’t go out. Yet, how many them are still listen to my songs? Maybe, only 50 or 70 thousand all over the world. Lately I have millions of them, hundred thousands all over the world. It’s all thank to that’s hell Holopainen! If he hadn’t given me that wretched paper, now all would be differently. Marselo didn’t liked by him. But Tuomas didn’t think about me. He turn me out to street and I had to did something if I want tomerited “meet”old age. And you, Marselo, what did you do, when I find oneself in that situation? You only had divorced with me and married with another rich and successful singer. Fool, he thought, what it was better decision. Passably, I will achieve my last grandeur as well. But you won’t be with me, instead of you with me would be another man. Finally fans won’t see me “crushed”, they will see Tarja had been previously. Full of grandeur, pride. Finally, I would be the queen again. Tuomas, you will be full of compassion, that you dissmissed me and bring that upstart instead me. Even she can’t sing normally, only cry and squeal. Not like me. Sibelius Academy and regular vocal lessons, it is for no special reason. When I was dismissed, many people offered me to came to their band or to be solist of church choir or something another. But I chose this: to start the solo career. I was presumptuous dunce. I don’t know nothing about this hard work. I had to bore all difficulties alone, so I could’t, I have my agent – Marselo, but only for time when we divorced. And what is now? I not so famous and don’t been needed for anyone. Parents…Family… For them it would be only proof that I hadn’t go sing and found normal job how others. But it is too late. I can’t change something. Only have to wait end of treatment and try to write songs: about my state.One of them I definitely named like this “Alone world”. Ha-ha! It’s so foolish. Finally I have to admit: Without Nightwish I no-one, but this no-one wants to become somebody. Fool thinks about nothing. I must do, not think. But it is hard to do it alone…Now, with me only needle, which hurt my skin time after time, leave only wounds on skin, but soon it won’t be with me.  

This is..

The flower of wishes:) It perfoms all kinds of wishes, but the number of wishes is limited^^
I have already started my translation=) I hope that I will add  it today, but maybe tomorrow. Good like to you!

This is..

...my today outfit for training=)

About translating my fanfic. I hope that I will do it today, after doing my school homework. Oh, Yesterday I met my Godmother. She is very kindness^^ And we had a very good time=) Also, I continue writing my song yesterday. It was great=) See you soon!=)

Hey=)

I have a very active day today=) Four hous in fitness club, meeteing with brother, father and grandmother, started writing new fanfic, record some covers, but only for me and Dasha, translated Once upon a Nightwish....Oh, also I tried to write my song^^ Okey, I want translate one of my fanfics to English to you tomorrow. This is my outfir for today=) Sleep well!=)

Goodnight...

...to you:)
Today I taught Lesha to play keys, 'cause I had to record the first part of my song. Yeah! I wrote it!
Tomorrow or now just today I want to translate "Once upon a Nightwish". I will start to do literature translation^^ And I' m going to finish my tenth part of fanfic=) Now, I go to bed, 'cause I'm really tired of two-hours-recording... Have a good dreams!

These are two photos from our park. I took them in September=)

Checked my...

..collection of Anette photos...478 O_O I'm shocked! Also I want to tell you about yesterday. I with my grandmother went to cinema on movie "Monster on Holidays". It was great, I even cry on some moments. Oh, after cinema I went home with smile on my face=) Really good movie!!! The end of it is kind=)
After I had come home, my friend came to me, and we had a great time!
This is trailer of that film on English=)

About all, but in order...

Firstly, about my visut to music school. When I came to it, my knees shaked so much. I don't be there for two years! Shyly I knocked the door. Then I ask my sol-fa teacher if she remember me. She answered that yes and ask to came to her. In next twenty minutes we talk about my life now, her life in music school. Recollected past times...Really good time...But I had to go to rock shop, which was delivered my order. I bought the New Year present for Dasha, 'cause she live in Minsk and I in Moscow. This is her earring=) It's with real raven's feather=)

I also bought something for me=) The cute cuff plug and the earring=)

It was really nice day!